so far, this year has been full of frustrations. which is not altogether a bad thing. because eventually, frustrations pave the way for improvement. but these frustrations leave me tired and are taking the fight out of me. and as much as i try to stay positive and optimistic and remain hopeful that these are just growing pains, it's making me feel off balance. thank goodness the fast is coming up. it always has such perfect timing. i'm eagerly looking forward to early mornings and moments of quiet solitude and reflection and the opportunity to refocus.
yesterday, i went for a walk with a friend, followed by frozen yogurt and hamburgers and fries. the weather was lovely and it felt so nice to be outside in the sun. naturally, my heart got excited for warm weather adventures: picnics, reading a good book outside, bike rides, enjoying ice cream in the sun, hiking, tree climbing, catching fireflies. my soul is in need of some california loving this summer. family time, laughter, frivolity, delicious food, beach visits, scenery, reunions with favorites, redwood trees, sleeping outside under layers of blankets and the stars. it needs to happen.
until then, time for growth and improvement.
